Monday, April 21, 2008

4.21.08

Last night I had a horrible, horrible, horrible night of sleep. I ended up in the guest bedroom and still didn't fall asleep until around 1:00 (alarm goes off at 5:30). Once asleep, I had awful dreams and just wasn't able to relax all night. Around 4:00, I dreamt that a baby's hand was on my face, right over my eye. My eyes shot wide open as if I'd just heard a bomb go off. It was a very eery feeling, but I can't help but think my baby was with me, trying to calm me down.

Don't cry mommy
I am right here by your side
I know that you can't see me
but I am watching you
I didn't go far
just up to Heaven to sit on God's lap
It is such a pretty place
full of light and laughter
No pain or illness
just sunshine and smiles
I'm helping God watch you
and the rest of our family too
I'm your baby still
even though I have left for Heaven
I'll always be with you mommy
so please pretty please
don't cry mommy

2 comments:

Andrea said...

I totally believe your angel baby was trying to comfort you last night. He/she is lookin' out for you. :)

Vivian said...

First i love that poem you have its so touching and it gives me peace.
but i wanted to say what is it with these dreams that are going around seriously!
I know your baby IS watching over you just as mine are both by my side evry day and they are always in my mind.
Feel better